Sucking out the Venom

Realisation can be harsh,
But nothing could hurt more than you,
You picked up what little peace I had,
And like that, you broke through,
So stab me in the back,
It would hurt less than that,
I'm not trying to be bitter,
But you can't deny this fact.

You stood before me,
And in front of a crowd,
You took my dignity,
My, are you proud?
It took me so long,
To figure out just how,
You could have done that,
But, its funny, I know now.

So they had treated you like dirt,
Don't you know how,
I was the one who tried to help,
Didn't that work out well,
If I could count how many times,
I whispered "You'll be fine."
As you sat crying,
On the end of the line
My how things can change,
In so little time.

The worst thing to see though,
Is that you don't realize,
What an impact that had on me,
Don't you ever use your eyes?
So just take your sick and twisted mind,
To somebody else's door,
'Cause I really just can't stand having,
You knocking here anymore.